Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Wanting to change

How do i change my likes and dislikes!? What i like does not work in this relationship... i really get to change some how. I think i may be slightly off ballanced in my emotions or something. I get so angry when my SO gets up and walks out just because i am listening to a song artist he does not want to listen to or watch a movie he does not like or if he gets upset at what we have to eat. I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. So i did what i hate to do and i am now taking saint johnswart to see if i can be in a better mood. Half tempted to drive my self to a Dr. And see if i can get on some antidepressants or something. I know i know i use to fight being put on those with every fiber of my being. I just want this relationship to work. Please just let this relationship work.

No comments:

Post a Comment