Letters or notes

For the first few days after Wil had left I found myself often in the area he had stayed just looking for something a letter a note, one word even to say goodbye. Perhaps just for closure or something. Tho after texting him just to ask for an address to send some of his mail to him, I felt better all that was said was that I deserved the address and the address was given and that was it. 

I want the best for my son and want him to know that all I am doing now is for him, ya maybe not all haha popcorn and melted marshmallows is not the best to eat for him nor the other random surgery cravings I have. Still every moment I am thinking of my little angel. I feel I am going to start some letters to him so when he is older he may know what his mommy was feeling durning this time. 

And also for those who have requested it I will be getting more belly shots soon to post on here. 

I have been so blessed lately and have found many baby boy clothes that have been fairly cheap, mom and dad have been the best by buying what they can from yard sales and the thrift store. And many have offered the baby clothes and items they have had for their children. I am so grateful for them without them I know that I would be so lost in all this, every little thing assists me so greatly! Infact one of my moms friends made my day by saying she is making a pooh bear cake for my baby shower and also assisting in making a few invitations for those in my life that do not have a Facebook.( those that have Facebook or read this get to know that they are invited to the baby shower aug 16th 5 pm at my grandmas house) I know that even with me being a single mom with no income I will come out alright... I always do... Thanks to the angels in my life.