Life updates

Teaching my son how to sleep in his crib may be harder in me than on him... My bed feels lonely with out him laying on my chest or taking up half the bed. I want to go over and sneak him into bed with me to cuddle for abit like I am used too.. Yes it makes for late nights but look at the time now 2 am and I am still up even tho he is in his crib. 

Getting a dicorce is complicated I went to the court house and they sent me online I go online and the send me to the court house! Sigh why can't it be as simple as he is gone! End of story! 

While we are on that subject I have desided that getting a divorce in a small town when you have a baby can be frowned upon just as much as having a baby out of wedlock. Why? You might ask... I don't know ask those that stopped talking to me all together because I told them I was going to divorce my husband. 

Well Malaki is asleep now ( in his crib *pout*) so I best fall asleep in my bed