Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Dear Malaki

You are 2 weeks old and five days.i watched you sleep for hours tonight, you are so sweet a good lil guy who barely cries and when you do cry mama can usually pick you up and make you feel all better. We had a rough start with you having to be rushed to St Goerge and me tearing really bad and losing quite abit of blood. But we are good now. I still worry and wake up all the time in the night just to make sure you are breathing, haha you are the center of mommys world so of course I like to make sure you are ok. 
Your Aunt Alveda (my very best friend) and both your Grammy and great grandma were in the room when you were born. Your biological father had shown up as well and stressed me out abit during labor. He is not a bad man my love just did not know how to take care of us very well and mommy did not feel as strongly for him as most mommys feel for the man they are married to. You have his big feet and fuzzy ears, no he is not big foot he is actually quite a good looking man. I do not hate him nor hold any thing against him I just chose a different path for us, one I felt better for us both. 
You are your papas pride and joy. He never got a son just me and your auntie Elisabeth. So you are the boy he never had. 
Your aunt Elisabeth is 7 Years old and just loves you, she is always talking about teaching you stuff. 
Great grandpa loves to talk to you and I am so glad he is getting a chance to know since he is losing his memory and will only get worse with time. He is the one that wakes up early every morning to milk the goat and that is the milk you are growing on.  
Mom and you, Grammy, papa , auntie and your great grandparents all live in I one house together. Is the best way for us to take care if each other.  It's abit crouded but its family. And you are spoiled by them all there is hardly a moment you are not being held. Mama holds you the most tho you are too cute for me not to. 
As you grow my little Ki you will be taught so much but most of all you will be taught to love your self and know who you are because you are a magnificent, Devine, loving spirit being of light and you are meant for great things. 
I love you with all my heart. 
- love mommy 

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