Wrapped around his little finger

He's got me wrapped around his lil finger he goes to sleep in his crib but by 5 am he is in bed with me snuggled up against me. I don't see a problem with it I keep him safe so no pillows or blankets can smother him, and I don't share my bed with any one else and don't plan to share with any one any time soon. 

I am starting to get into a habit of waking up every two hours, most of the time I wake up before the alarms. Yes I will admit some times I have to force my self up but I love every moment with Malaki. I. Have to laugh at some of the posts I have read about moms saying thank goodness it's their husbands turn to get up with their baby. I know that the man I am married too would not get up with my baby, and I also know that I could not just sleep through my baby's cry. I wake up to his whimpers in his sleep. I check to make sure he is still breathing several times a night. Maybe it's just cause he was in the NICU at first but I can't even leave him in his crib alone as I shower. Yes I am being an over protective mom but that's ok he is my baby and I would do any thing to keep him safe. That probably is the main reason I am so content being single. The man that ever holds my heart other than my son will have to gain my sons love and show that he will be a great daddy for my son.