Have the formal wedding I always wanted. When I got married I chose a gown based on a beautiful theme but it was not the gown I wanted nor even the theme I wanted... I let every one else plan my wedding and I was just there there was not a lot of feeling put into it. I was numb and felt hollow. If ever I get married again I don't care if it does not cost a lot that's not the point... I want to feel beautiful and loved on my wedding day not like I am just a prop of a big show. I want the sweet things to matter! And I want a real rose! Even if I can only afford one rose to hold that will do. Perhaps last time it was because I knew I did not truly love the man I was marrying but the whole thing was hollow.
I want to fill a whole huge wall with stuff animals for Malaki! Of every kind unquestionably unique and wonderful
I want to be a stay st home mom!
I want to fill a scrap book full of memories for each kid I have! Haha in fact I want to have a scrapbook party! Just so I can say I did!
I want to bake a layered cake and actually make it look good!!
I want to eat in a fancy like 5 star restaurant! See what all the talks about!
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