Its funny how the mind loves to "tries" to protect the heart by jumping to conclusions, blaming some one for things they did not do. Yeah I admit it. Last Night this is what happened to me. I was so quick to think that some one I care for was just like all the other guys.. the ones who spun webs of lies. really I felt Like a fool. I lowered my self so low to judge another with out even talking to them about it first.. to find out later after Crying to my bestfriends about it that He is still amazing and I was such a fool for all that I Thought I knew... When I have learned so many times!! Stop thinking and follow your heart!!!  I am so blessed that the one that I so misjudged is so willing to forgive and love me still. but isnt that what love is. how it should be... Fights that kill you inside but when you come to your scences you love them even more than before. Love is like as the river flows you know, Always keeping you on your toes because you never know what is around the next bend. A disaster! But perfect and Beautiful.. See because true love.. it is not broken by silly earthly thing like these. Nothing comes before love. Love is the most powerful thing... Why is it that we forget this.. why do why fight, why the tears, the distrust, lies and pain. I am creating different right here right now! I am creating love! Love of true deep romantic love where you end up old and grey together! Love of brothers and sisters where you stand for each other no mater what! Love of a family... Love of each and every one. Peace, Love beyond words.. Heaven on earth. And you may not believe in these things I know at one time I did not but Know that you have so much to see yet. I Believe and no I am not going to say that I will never fight with those I love or get mad, or cry again for you see those are all beautiful parts of love, they teach us how to love even deeper.