Dear Malaki,
Do you or will you ever know how much I love you? Its so much I don't think any one could comprehend it. Not even other moms, but then who am I to say what they will get and not. When you cry I feel my own eyes filling with tears, Your smile melts my heart. I stay up at night watching you sleep half the time holding you close not wanting to move because you are so peaceful. I want the best for you even if that means giving up things that I get to let go of so that you can have every thing you deserve. You are mommy's little angel.
I hold you at night as you fuss even when mommy's eyes are ready to close I fight sleep as I rock you to sleep. I am the only one to feed you for I want that bonding with you since I do not get to nurse you. Half the time you are sprawled across the middle of mommy's bed so that I can not fit but some how I find that the tiredness leaves just for a moment for me to watch my baby boy sleep sweetly.
You made me a mommy, from changing diapers to running out of clothes because they all have been thrown up on I love it all .
Every one sees how cute you are. I my self say you are thee cutest baby ever! you hold the key to my heart. They only Man that will ever have a permanent spot in my life other than you (and of couse family) will be a man worthy to be your daffy and the way he will have to get to my heart is through loving you.
But on to what I am actually saying. Always remember;
You are loved no matter what
to be true to your self
Call your mommy every day when you are gone. ( of course not til you atr like 18 haha)
to smile smile smile
That you are perfect as you are
That you are cute!
Mommy will do any thing for you to be sure you have every thing you deserve
You grandparents love you
I chose you
Dance in the rain
Love with all your heart
Be part of this world not the world part of you
Trust yet use wisdom
Be
Love Mom

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