Learning moment

Often I forget how powerful I am. Then I am reminded in such beautiful ways Malaki takes after me and my mom we do not do well in stress. Yes we are good at keeping calm but the stress breaks down our bodies. We end up sick. Throwing up, gas pain, or head aches. It's been a stressful week having my aunt and her family here. We all felt relief when they left yesterday (yea Malaki was still Abit gassy but at least he was not as bad) then mom got told they might all come back next weekend. So now I have a sick mom and Malaki from the stress of them coming back. I get to be the strong one yet again for I know the most tools. I AM me and I was reminded that tonight by a song, a song used by impact for when I turned on pandora for some music to calm a screaming baby and perhaps even my mom puking out her guts next door a song used by impact came on bringing me the peace I was not even arrare that I was lacking in and brought to mind a prosses that some one used on me early before I even learned it. The had used it on me when my body reacted to being left by some one I love. I was able to realese a little of the pain and stress that moment in life was causing. So I knew what to do for my mom and say to my baby. For my baby I find power in my voice as I sat and held him and spoke words softly to breathe that all was perfect and all was going to stay perfect. With my mom I spoke of releasing. No it did not heal her there is some deeper things there but it may have assisted abit. As for Malaki he is asleep now. I still have much to learn but I know one thing for sure and that is I AM a powerful woman.