Bad days

There are some days that no matter hard I work at turning them around am make them good days they just keep going down hill! I am running on two hours of sleep, Malaki has colic, had to take mom to the emergency room, I am slightly down and just got the news that some one I care for so very much is hurt. My heart tightened so much when his sister messaged me from his account! He is not allowed to die on me!! I lost some one I cared for do much already I can't lose this one! He is my close friend and I love him! 

I am ready to go to bed and call this day over with!